So I have taken a few days off from posting because I needed to have my focus on other things. I needed to stop and put my focus on God and what I need to do to get our tiny home completed. Like I have said in my previous post, since our stuff is packed and we do not have a real routine, I have felt myself slipping from being eyes locked with Jesus. So I spent Tuesday to go into our tiny home, put on worship music and invite the Holy Spirit in. I prayed for scripture and wrote those scriptures all over the joist. Needless to say, most of the joist have a scripture and I tripled it around the windows and doors. Our home is protected by the blood of Jesus and ready to be finished out for us to move in.
On another note, with my lack of daily encounters, I have felt myself comparing our lives with others and with feeling sorry for myself. That lead to resentment, anger, anxiety, and depression. But, with my walk with Jesus, I was able to pick up on that real quick. It was then that I decided to step back and take a real look at my life. I can’t be the hands and feet of Jesus while partnering with those things. I realized that I needed to have my daily encounters, I needed to stay away from secular music, I needed to take heed in what I was watching, what I was saying, how I was acting, and who I was spending time with. With all that said, I am back to my old self again…..which it did not take long…and I have been having my encounters. I share this with you to let you know how important those daily encounters are. How important daily repentance is because you can’t be filled with Holy Spirit if you are walking in sin.
So I encourage you to step up and step out. Let’s go out in the world spreading the word of our Lord and Savior! In Isaiah 6:8, he is saying “here I am Lord, send me.” I pray this every morning and say this often. I want to be His warrior on this earth. If God can speak through me to save someone from internal damnation, then I am here for it. Do you feel the presence of Holy Spirit in your life?
Father God, I come to you with a warrior heart. Lord, Isaiah was bold when he asked to be sent out in the world to do Your works. So Lord, I ask for that same boldness. I ask for Holy Spirit to fill me with the boldness and courage to move in Your direction not mine. Lord if I am not meant to say something would you seal my lips from saying it. I am here Father God for Your spoken words. Would you open my heart to receive what You have, my eyes to see Your people how You see them, and my ears to hear what You want me to hear. Lord, I love you and pray this all in Jesus name, Amen.
My Protector 